A lady once told me that she felt that the relationship between her and her husband was now “just a marriage.” Where they used to exchange smiles, there were now empty glances. The memories that were once filled with joy and happiness were now replaced with memories of constant selfishness and un-forgiveness. They were roommates now-and there was nothing pleasurable about their brief exchanges.
Do you ever feel like this? I’ve experienced degrees of what I have come to know as, the winter months of marriage and they can be brutal. Yet, it is as inevitable as the seasons. We can wish like heck that summer could stay, but when December rolls around, it’s apparent that the season has changed. So what do we do? We trade in our shorts and tank tops for thermals underneath our jeans and big, warm sweaters and we make the best of things. We make crock pot soups and hot apple cider and breathe in the aromas for comfort. We learn to adapt. And if we’re really wise, we learn that perseverance through the tough times ensures resilience. Still, knowing this doesn’t help the dark distance that roams our souls when we don’t feel closeness with our spouses.
My point in this is that just as the change of the seasons is inevitable, so are the seasons of marriage. And just as we find things to help us through the seasons that we don’t particularly love, we must do the same when we face those less than desirable seasons of marriage.
My husband and I just recently took a trip to Las Vegas where we met multiple couples from Colorado. They were all coming to escape the snow. Apparently the snow came down pretty hard that week and they received several inches of snowfall. After they expressed their disdain for the cold winters, not one of them failed to mention that after the snow, there’s “Nothing but beauty, in Colorado.” Oh how lucky we would be to keep this perspective while enduring the cold seasons of marriage. Cold seasons WILL come, but eventually spring and summer MUST come again. So go in the kitchen, grab your best coffee mug, make some hot chocolate with tons of marshmallows, put your favorite soup in a crock pot, put on your warm fuzzy socks and expectantly wait out the winter as you get ready for the blessings of summer to come.